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B. O. B. - Ghost In The Machine

Tell me where am I supposed to go?

And who am I supposed to believe.

If only you knew what I knew.

Then you could see just what I see.

[Chorus:]

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.

Cause everything ain't what I used to know.

And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.

There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

You say I look fine, if only you knew what's on my mind.

You'd see a whole different sign, I couldn't show you even if I tried.

I must have got lost in time when I found out I was only free to be, where ever I want to be.

Some say I'm out of sight, how I run and that we're all so blind.

If you could open up your eyes, you could see what I couldn't describe.

And then, you'd see the signs, and then your soul would be set free, and then you'd be released.

[Chorus:]

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.

Cause everything ain't what I used to know.

And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.

There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Tell me where am I supposed to go.

And who am I supposed to believe.

If only you knew what I knew.

Then you could see. (Hey)

[Chorus:]

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.

Cause everything ain't what I used to know.

And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.

There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

And I'm terrified, like I've seen a UFO.

Cause everything ain't what I used to know.

And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.

There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

(I go)

(A UFO)

(And I'm so tired of hiding, I've been running, I've been trying, to get away, to get away)

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.

Cause everything ain't what I used to know.

And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.

There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

am tot facut comparatie intre dragostea la 15 , 16 17 ani si cele de la 19, 20, 21... am tot ajuns la concluzii pripte, zic eu, .. cum ca dragostea la varstele mai mici nu e asa de profunda si adevarata ca cea de la 19.. si stau si ma gandesc ca gresim crezand asta. imi sustin parerea cu un argument plauzibil din punctul meu de vedere .. acela ca la 15 nu ai atatea asteptari si responsabilitati .. apoi ce mai spui de cate declaratii si demonstratii esti in stare sa faci .. si cat frig induri doar sa petreceti cat mai mult timp posibil impreuna si cate minciuni spui.. si atunci cand e mai greu, tot impreuna treceti peste .. si ce daca ai 15 ani .. banii , hainele, masinile si anturajul nu conteaza daca voi va iubiti .. nimic nu va sta in cale ..

* si`acum sa spun.. am fost 5 zile de recreere in aer curat . intr`un loc in care lucrurile nu sunt poluate, mancarea e sanatoasa. aer proaspat, rece si curat . fara internet , fara televizor (doar filmele de pe protv ). in fine, frumos. acum ca sunt acasa mi`e dor . am uitat de raul de masina... raul de munte ( daca el exista , eu il am ), am uitat cum e sa stai in fata calculatorului sa vezi lucruri si sa`ti amintesti, si starile sa te napadeasca . trebuie sa recunosc ca in afara de patul meu de acasa si de scrisul pe blog .. nimic nu mi`a lipsit atat de mult. uitasem cum e sa iti fie dor . uitasem complet .. pana cand .. seara, aer curat , rece , in pijamale cu un telefon in mana (pentru lumina), o cana cu lapte si cacao, o tigara si o bricheta. o mansarda si un cer negru instelat ... cum la oras nu vezi niciodata! frumos. o singuratate care`mi place . tot ce`mi doream era sa nu se termine ..nimic. sa stea timpul in loc. insa am realizat ca scotand bateria de la ceas , timpul nu inceteaza sa se scurga nemilos.